That Thing You Do!

 

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You get two songs this week because one song made me think of another. It’s been years since I watched this movie – I want to change that, see if it holds up. The song certainly does!

And what reminded me of it was Day6’s Jae! I saw some clip somewhere from his time on survival show Kpop Star. And wouldn’t you know it – he was singing That Thing You Do!

This isn’t his best performance (starts 1:50) – he clearly was nervous, and needed more training at the time. But it’s fun because you can tell just how good a performer he is and his potential, which has definitely been realized! (Also enjoy 19? 20? year-old Jae. So cute.)

Jae, I hope you feel better soon. I don’t care if you don’t promote for a month or a year or ten years – please just rest and take care of yourself so you feel better, and can do the things you want. Please be holy, happy, and healthy.

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I don’t expect to be posting about racism much more any time soon. But not posting about racism currently doesn’t mean I’m not doing anything, either. Right now is my time to listen and educate myself, so that’s what I’m going to do. I’ve bought some books by black authors, fiction and non-fiction; and found some articles and blog posts to read and digest. That’s where I’m going to start.

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We bought a new TV – it’s a drastic but delightful change. I don’t have to sit halfway between the sofa and TV to play games anymore. For context: we went from an 18 or 24-inch to 40-inch (that’s 4K!). Both C’s TV and mine were at least 5 years, and boy has technology changed a lot in that time.

It also makes reading KHIII’s impossibly tiny font so much easier to read as well.

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Is it just me or does anyone else ever get so overwhelmed by an emotion that you have to physically wiggle it out?

Literally while brushing my teeth this morning I thought of the second DAY6 hi-touch (the one on my birthday, and how both Dowoon and Sungjin at least seemed to react happily to my speaking Korean) and I felt that strange mix of elation and embarrassment. I feel it now just writing about it! But at that moment it was so overwhelming I had to physically scrunch inward and then wiggle back and forth and then sort of stretch out my arms to let go of the feeling.

I guess some days emotions just get me more than others.

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Speaking of DAY6,  it’s apparently Sungjin hours over here. He’s always been my DAY6 bias but I think he may be my ultimate bias as well. I always thought Suga would remain my ultimate bias, but can’t say I’m totally surprised.

What sparked these Sungjin hours? DAY6’s comeback and Sungjin and Jae taking some time off. He’s written two messages addressed to fans within the past month, and both have just seemed very straight-forward, responsible, and sensitive, and gentle, which is the image he’s always projected.

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That doesn’t mean I always believe/agree with everything he says – there’s always the truth that this is their job, they’re literally paid to entertain and appease fans, so it sometimes his job to say nice things. But I choose to believe that he actually means his words, at least to an extent, because he’s so far given no indication that he doesn’t.

At the very least (and my most cynical) I say at least that the image he’s crafted for himself is one I appreciate.

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And speaking of BTS: Ever since 2017 it’s been a slippery, downhill slope of me feeling more distant from BTS, their music, and their message. They were the group that got me involved in k-pop fandom proper, and interested enough to really enjoy k-pop with other people, and it makes me sad.

I don’t hate them, and I’m not an anti. But I’m not ARMY any more.

The Jim Jones’ sample debacle became the last straw. All idols and companies make mistakes, but no other groups have built their brand on being authentic, “special,” and socially aware. The apology came quickly, sure, but it admitted to complete and total laziness and tried to shunt the guilt on to some other producer. Suga didn’t directly apologize, and on top of that BTS members have never (or rarely, countably on one hand) individually apologized for their mistakes.

Add to that the their meteoric rise and the sudden increase in fans, BigHit leaning into BTS’ “woke” image and fans gobbling it up to the point of online Twitter fans treating them like gods who do no wrong; and the now-complete change in musical style* to almost complete EDM-pop and increasing self-referentiality of their music, and you get a disappointed, disillusioned fan.

If their music has helped people to properly value and love themselves, I’m glad of it. But unlike with Sungjin and DAY6, I can’t give BTS the benefit of the doubt any longer because they have acted in ways that belie their words.

*I don’t mean a simple change in musical style, I mean a lack of signature sound. Other groups have defined signature sounds and trends that point to that group, whatever styles they move through. BTS’ apparently wasn’t strong enough to overcome the sudden influx of popular U.S. musicians on recent albums.

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This is already long. Wow. Well, have a great weekend!

LIT by ONEUS

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I don’t know much about ONEUS except that some of its members participated in Produce 101. By now that survival show will live in relative infamy, but despite the ultimate truth to the ongoing vote manipulation scandal, the show did what it was intended to: give the idols who participated more visibility. Resulting in more publicity for already debuted groups, and garnering fans for groups predebut.

This isn’t me defending MBC or the producers or anyone involved, by any means; I’m just saying thankfully, some good came out of the bad. Like ONEUS! They debuted solidly with “Valkyrie” – while nothing spectacular, the song is a fun dance-y track, and the only thing about the video that’s potentially cringy are the black wings (no worse than VIXX’s from “Hyde.”)

“Lit” gives us a more direct look at Korean cultural influences, between the instrumentals, lyric exclamations, sets, and clothing; and I love it. There’s nothing wrong with BTS’ “Idol,” but in terms of directly displaying Korean culture in a way not tied specifically to the group, “Lit” has it.

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I…was going to say a thing. And I don’t remember the thing. Probably a result of me writing this two days early on Ash Wednesday having gotten only 45 minutes of sleep the night before.

Yeah, I didn’t like it either. I did have coffee a few hours before bed but usually that doesn’t keep me up the whole fricking night. By all rights, I should be sleeping right at this moment.

[ And then Nami went to bed so she could actually function the next day]

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Speaking of BTS, they just dropped the official music video for “ON,” and I’m still not sure as to what all is going on in that video. I haven’t seen Maze Runner and only read (part of?) the first book; I recognized the Noah’s ark references of course; some people are saying Attack on Titan because of the wall and the conch shell. Someone also compared one of the scenes to a scene in the k-drama Goblin – very possible, again I’d have to see the MV a second time.

Honestly, I’m more disturbed by the religious imagery because I’m not 100% sure how it’s being used; Kookie basically had a crown of thorns tying his wrists together. So. Yeah.

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I can’t believe I’m scheduled through April! I know I always say that but I really am honestly proud of myself for keeping up with something. Now I just need to get a balance of things: I want to read for pleasure and write fanfiction as well.

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As long as coronavirus doesn’t stop them – which is unfortunately possible – I have three concerts lined up for 2020 already – ATEEZ in April, and NCT127 and Monsta X in June.

I’m not as worried about June, mainly because it’s further out. Still, groups have been canceling events actually in Korea left and right; and rookie group CIX just canceled their US fanmeet tour yesterday.

Which is why I’m surprised SM just announced 127’s tour ON TUESDAY, that ticket sales were FRIDAY and that presale was WEDNESDAY.

And to think I managed to get exactly the tickets we wanted down to the section from presale in my sleep-deprived state….

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All in all these days I’m just tired. Here’s to hoping I get some good sleep this weekend (I have ample opportunity as Korean class for the next two weeks has been canceled due to coronavirus).

So here’s to you all as well getting good sleep and staying healthy!

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Shall We Dance by Block B

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Have I done this one before? I sort of feel like I have…oh well! It’s just a fun song, so enjoy!

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It’s weird that today is Valentine’s Day – it crept up on me, as time has been doing for a very long time. I’m planning to take N to a fun cafe I’ve been meaning to show her, and then I guess we’ll get dinner and watch something or somewhat. She ordered the Flower Boy Next Door DVD for me and it came in the mail so I’m looking forward to getting that in hand. Not to mention the copy of Moon Lovers: Scarlet Heart Ryeo I ordered is on its way, sitting in Knoxville, TN…..

Happy Valentine’s Day!

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Monsta X is everywhere in the states for their latest release and I’m torn – Wonho is gone and Joohoney is sick. But they’ve got a US release. I just hope they’re not sacrificing much for it. And I hope they’re all doing ok.

This is apparently a month of comebacks – Pentagon just dropped a dark-concept MV I haven’t watched yet, and of course BTS comes back (on a more American-style schedule) on the 21st. Go figure!

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Next week you’ll see a little post on another thing I’ll be doing on the blog. Am I doing too many things? I don’t know. It’s something though. Something for me to do. I’m not doing enough in my life. I want that to change.

C recommended I try to use the Meetup website to find people who like to go to arcades like Dave & Buster’s. Not a bad idea. Although I was thinking of something more productive and worthwhile rather than just recreational….

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But I’m finally volunteering! Not as I’d intended, helping teach ESL, but manning the door for classes. Which, to be honest, I was relieved to hear, as helping teach in this case meant actually teaching up to about ten students in a small class. And I’m horrible in front of people. I have no confidence, and I wouldn’t want that to hurt my students.

However, I was prepared to try it – it only changed the night I got there. So I’m proud of myself for at least being willing to try.

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Honestly, I’m amazed I’ve gotten this far in these quick takes…now I just have to see if I can find an outlet for my computer at this cafe (there’s not enough to go around, which is sad. I’d come more often because they have amazing hot chocolate).

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Also I almost typed consent up there because that’s the Korean word for outlet – literally just saying the word “consent” with Korean pronunciation – for the life of me sometimes my brain….

Sunshine Award 2019

Hello all! I have graciously been nominated for the Sunshine Award by MedievalOtaku~ Thank you!

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If you love anime you should definitely check out his blog – it’s full of thoughtful articles on a range of anime often from a philosophical or theological perspective, and plenty of suggestions on what to watch.

I’m still essentially new to the blogosphere because I haven’t posted consistently enough in the past few years, and haven’t honed the craft – but I am trying to get back into the swing of it now! I’m also bad at these award posts usually but here goes it!

The rules for this award are:

  • Thank the person who nominated you and provide a link to their blog so that other people can visit them
  • Answer the 11 questions put to you by the nominator
  • Nominate 11 bloggers of your choosing and provide them with a new set of 11 questions to answer
  • Notify the nominees by commenting on one of their blog posts
  • List the rules and display The Sunshine Blogger Award logo within your post or on your blog site.

As for the questions:

  1. Are you fluent in a second language or studied enough to understand basic conversations in one or more?

    I’m not fluent, but I’m hoping to become so in Korean. I’ve been studying it for the past five years mostly on my own, and having been blessed to live in highly Korean-populated areas of the U.S. has made it easier. However, I am beyond enthused to have begun formal classes! (At, incidentally, one of two local Catholic churches named after St. Andrew Kim.)

  2. What is your favorite American comic strip?

    Oh, this is hard! Is it cliche to say Peanuts? Because it kind of is. If not that then For Better or Worse – one strip was my introduction to the words “nubile” and “cellophane” and I will never forget those now because of it.

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  3. If you had to live the rest of your life in another country, which would you choose?

    Due to my obvious interest in Korea you might expect me to say that, but I know too much of Korea to want to live there – at least, long term in Seoul. With the caveat that I’d want to learn a bit about the daily culture before actually going – somewhere like Italy or Greece, with visible ancient history that I have familiarity with.

  4. What is your favorite city? Or do you hate/love metropolitan areas so much that you can’t choose one?

    I don’t feel terribly strongly one way or another, but if I had to choose, only because I was just there last summer – Seoul. At least the portions I visited were extremely clean (no public trash cans), and it had easily accessible public transportation, and lots to do even late at night. Cafes are open very late so if you need to study or do work, you can. The city never sleeps was never a truer witticism.

  5. What is your favorite manga?

    I haven’t read enough to know, sadly – but I loved A Silent Voice and Rurouni Kenshin.

     

  6. What manga or light novel are you reading currently?  Or, what novel are you reading now if you’re reading neither of those two?

    Erm…well nothing much right now. I’ve actually only ever read one set of light novels before, The Twelve Kingdoms, and I did enjoy them immensely. Otherwise…I just recently re-read The Hunger Games trilogy and I’m in the middle of re-reading The Underland Chronicles and Operation Red Jericho

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    My problem is I go to the library and see lots and lots of books I think look good – and then I go home and get on the internet. I’ve lost the great desire I used to have to read…so I have to start disciplining myself to read even when I don’t feel like it.

  7. If you could have any book or movie remade into an anime, which would it be?

    Just FYI this is an impossible question because I have definitely thought about it before, but didn’t jot down the titles for safe-keeping for the times I would be asked to answer it in a blog post.

    I’m focusing just on books, but even narrowing it down that way – certain books would work as an anime and others certainly would not and should not. And you get so attached to your own imaginings…

    timecityFor no particular reason, A Tale of Time City by Diana Wynne Jones comes to mind. Howl’s Moving Castle was already done, why not another? It’s a wonderful little book so if you’ve never read it and you can find it, please do!

    Although I feel a more Western style might suit it best (and if done as live action, the same aesthetic as the newer Chronicles of Narnia would fit it very well since it’s set in the same time period) – but I’d be afraid they’d do it in a Disney computer animated fashion which would just be horrible. I also think as an anime – not a movie but a series – there would be time to do justice to the story and to its setting.

  8. Is a zombie or vampire apocalypse more frightening to you?

    I think a zombie apocalypse is more frightening – the idea of humans essentially losing their sentience, unwillingly, and turning into undead monsters all due to an illness or some such macguffin….

    Vampires should probably scare me more but at least vampires could be reasoned with and talked to or dealt with as human or humanoid – typically there is an element of choice in what they do and that paradoxically makes them less scary.

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    With zombies even innocents can become monsters. I think it’s the unfairness and inevitability, and relentless irrevocability of becoming a zombie that bothers me most.

  9. What counts as your most controversial post?

    Heck, I dunno. If I had to choose, probably my post on BTS’ fandom ARMY, if any other internet ARMY ever found it. They’ll hate me for saying this but k-pop fans in general overreact (been there, done that myself). Since ARMY has grown due to BTS’ spike in popularity, there’s an even higher ratio of such fans in this fandom now, that can’t take indifference to or dislike of BTS, or even kind criticism of it’s own bad fandom behavior.

  10. Do you ever write a draft of a post with pen and paper before typing it up on the computer?

    I wish! But no. My thoughts and typing fingers move infinitely faster than my pen, so if I try to do it by hand I end up trying to craft the sentences far too much in my head instead of just getting things on paper, and I get frustrated at the slowness.

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  11. Are you more of a tea or coffee person–or neither one?

    Neither! I’m a hot chocolate person. Except occasionally coffee. I don’t like coffee per se but I like sweet coffee drinks and the occasional cappuccino. It’s B’s fault – every time we left her apartment in Korea at around 2 PM, she’d say, “I need coffee first!” So I always got some kind of (usually chocolate) coffee drink.

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I’m afraid I don’t have ten people to tag as of yet, so in the interests of at least getting this posted, I’ll leave them and my new questions off for now. But they will be forthcoming!

If You’re Not Well Grounded, Beware BTS

Now this might seem like an odd post from me, considering that I have talked about BTS on this blog and in positive terms, and I’ve even been to a concert. I very much enjoy their music and parts of their message and still do! But note parts of their message. Not all of it. This is because I’m Catholic, and certain ideas expressed in some of their recent comebacks and the literary works these comebacks reference are antithetical to my beliefs.

Specifically, Herman Hesse’s Demian and Carl Jung’s ideas.

I had only ever encountered a few Herman Hesse quotes (which I quite liked) before BTS came out with Wings and “Blood, Sweat & Tears” (herefrom BST). Once the teasers came out, everyone kept going on about Herman Hesse’s Demian, and so I decided to read it. I found it on Project Gutenberg or whatever, printed it, and read most of it (some pages got mixed up so I couldn’t finish all of it). And I came away with the conclusion that Demian is dangerous.

Why? Because it creates poisonous half-truths. Demian’s protagonist is extremely relatable, wherein lies the book’s greatest danger. Emil begins with a black and white view of the world: one half is bright and happy and good, and the other is shady and dark and evil. Any fall to the dark side is a complete and total, irreversible moral failure – until he confesses to his crime and all is well again. Until he falls again and the cycle restarts.

I know this cycle very well – it’s the cycle of scrupulosity and it makes you focus on rules and toeing the line and on your actions, how much you can control, and causes you to ignore God and His mercy. This focus often comes from a well-meaning place, but it’s extremely misguided, and Emil (and probably Hesse’s) upbringing seems strict enough to have encouraged this behavior. But no one in their right mind wants to live this way! It’s so fearful!

Which is what makes Emil so susceptible to Max Demian’s bosh about Cain not being evil and there being a god of the dark, evil side of life (including murder and puzzlingly sex), and how both the good God and the “evil” god Abraxas are necessary. An absolutely trippy, sad tale of debauchery, dissolution, and isolation ensues, in which Emil ends up intoxicated and/or high from various substances at various times; and in which he falls in love with the idea of a girl, whom he then somehow sublimates into Demian’s mother whom he had met when he was younger, and the way in which he speaks about it rarefies his infatuation with both women into some spiritual enlightenment experience.

Honestly I felt a sense of unease that grew greater and greater as I read this novel (novella?), which was topped only by my absolute exasperation at Emil’s descent into madness because of its ridiculousness. Because really, that’s what happened. The book got trippier as it went along and just became weird and uncomfortable. And let me tell you, I’m not dumb – I’ve been reading all my life and follow stories very well. This one is certifiably nuts. To The LighthousePortrait of the Artist as a Young Man, and The Sound and the Fury are like straight-up fairytales compared to this.

Although I dislike BTS using this novel as an album/song/MV concept, I understand why. The idea of good and bad, dark and light both being essential forces in the universe, and a proper balance of them being necessary for harmony, are ideas woven deeply into Eastern culture in general – and Hesse studied Buddhism, learned about India and even went to India, so he would’ve been exposed to such kinds of ideas. It’s apparently standard reading material in Korean curricula (surprise, surprise).

Interestingly, Hesse and Jung actually knew each other, and Jung’s ideas are pretty much the same as what Hesse articulated in Demian – I believe Hesse even wrote Demian after having befriended Jung, so for all I know he could’ve gotten all his ideas from Jung! Ever since BTS’ Map of the Soul: Persona came out I’d heard Jung mentioned, and I only had the barest knowledge of Jung because of the MBTI craze that occurred while I was in college. Other than that, I hadn’t heard his name associated with anything good.

I decided to look into Jung a bit, and from what I’ve learned he focused on life being a quest for wholeness through self-actualization, which was accomplished by focusing inward on the unconscious and becoming aware of it. He delved into the occult and also apparently used Christian spiritual terminology to describe psychological ideas, mixing and melding the two in entirely problematic ways, setting up one’s own self and psyche as God. (He seems to have had a distinctly unscientific approach to a science.)

Like with Freud (who also knew Jung, and also had a distinctly unscientific approach to psychology in certain ways), not all of Jung’s ideas and observations are bad. Is it good to be aware of the ideas and behaviors we demonstrate and perform unconsciously? Yes! Because we want to live purposefully, and as we learn more about the human mind we learn how different events and phenomena can affect a man to his core with him none the wiser unless attention is brought to it.

Is he correct that we often present one or more faces to the public but that our innermost selves are often different? Yes, most definitely. Man has good reason for keeping parts of his life private, and also has the desire to conceal his flaws from others.

And is he right that humans struggle to come to terms with the sinful, flawed parts of themselves? That often they ignore it to their detriment? That they should learn to accept it? Certainly! Men always prefer to ignore their own faults, and would like to think they’re perfect. We have to accept that we are flawed and that we’re not perfect, and have to own our sins and faults as our own and not being imposed from the outside, and not belonging to someone else, and be ok with being imperfect. But along with accepting our imperfections and sinful natures – in fact, the only way we can do that – is in accepting God’s love and mercy (and accepting our need for it). And, of course, we cannot simply acknowledge our sins and flaws and then remain in them – we must strive to be good and perfect, while not letting ourselves be discouraged by our sins and faults.

And this is where, at least superficially, Jung goes badly wrong.  He divorces man’s identity from God by setting up man’s self and psyche as a god. But we are not self-determined – we find our identity only in God. Our goal in life is not simply wholeness, but rather right relationship with God, which makes us whole. We are the ones who broke ourselves, and we will never be whole until we do our part to mend that relationship.

So where BTS’ message reminds us that we should love ourselves and accept and acknowledge our imperfections (“Epiphany”) and not hold ourselves to impossible standards and pretend to be something we’re not just to please another human (“Fake Love”); that no matter how hard or dark life gets there is hope (“Tomorrow,” “Spring Day”); that life is more than a materialistic rat-race – a big issue in Korea – and should be lived in the present, not the future (“Paradise”); in essence, wherever BTS’ message acknowledges true human experience (however superficially), it’s good.

But where it draws from Demian and Jungian thought, where in the BST music video it drove the director or whoever to (however unintentionally) sacrilegiously have Our Lady’s portion of the Pieta crumble, and caused someone at BigHit Entertainment (BTS’s agency) to come up with the idea of a skit mocking the sacrament of Confession for one of BTS’ early “Run! BTS” episodes; wherein it encourages BigHit to sell a book of Jungian ideas on its website – where the message fails to encourage people to look to God and rather to look inward, self-ward, and navel gaze and pretend that is gazing at God: that is where it is dangerous.

Insofar as you can enjoy BTS music without delving further into Hesse and Jung, be my guest. But if you are tempted to pursue these ideas even by hearing mention of them, please, please give them a hard pass, no matter how much you may see them around these days. Ever since Wings and reading Demian I’ve been disturbed and saddened by that choice of concept because of just how influential k-pop groups, and thus BTS is, on their fans, and had hoped with the rest of the Love Yourself series that they had left it behind – but it seems just to have been an undercurrent and thread all throughout.

Again, I beg you, if you cannot in this instance separate the good from the bad then do not even embark on it. Find another group. Listen to DAY6 because they’re amazing. Stray Kids. GOT7. EXO. Infinite. Or no k-pop at all! There’s plenty of music out there besides BTS.

I Wanna Be by Key (feat. SOYEON)

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So, I’m trying to get one quick takes written Fresh ™ every week, and then publish ideally twice a week in addition to that. But we’ll see. I’ve got two concert posts scheduled already! And I have two more posts in the works – sort of…..

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This weeks Quick Takes title song!

Key (Kim Ki Bum) is a member of the now 4 member, always 5 member group SHINee. They debuted in 2008 and in my humble opinion are the overall best k-pop group, at least of their and the current generation. Musically, they switch between different genres of pop with ease, and tend to be more widely experimental than other groups; they each have their role in the group and always give a solid performance. There may be a song you don’t prefer, but I’m hard pressed to pick a bad SHINee song.

Just shy of their tenth anniversary, in December 2017 they lost main vocal Jonghyun, who committed suicide. (Requiescat in pace.) He excelled in all areas common to k-pop performing (except rapping as far as I know) – he was an extremely, extremely talented singer and songwriter who released two of his own albums while part of SHINee. He is sorely missed.

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오빠~ 수고했다

But back to Key and happier thoughts. Key, known more as…well, I don’t know what he fits most in the group. He and Minho are the designated rappers because every k-pop group has at least one, but…..let’s just say Minho is no rapper (though he does his best), and Key is better but he’s no great shakes either. I think he’s more a jack of all trades. He pretty much does well everything he does. He raps well enough, is a great dancer, and has a unique vocal tone.

And he just released a solo album and its repackage! (In k-pop, to make more money, they’ll “repackage” an album, which is just a special edition of the same album featuring one or two more songs and a different photoshoot for the physical version.)

Not just because he’s my bias, I really like the album. But he probably released it now intentionally, because he just entered the army.

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For those who don’t know about Korean law, I can hear your quizzical looks. Did he quit the entertainment industry??? You might wonder.

Not at all! But all able-bodied Korean males are required to serve in the military, usually between 1.5 to 2 years depending on the branch, between reaching the age of majority (19 in Korea) and their 28th birthday. It used to be their 30th birthday but a law was passed in the past year lowering the age to 28 – so we’ve got a mass exodus of k-pop idols and other entertainers finishing up projects and enlisting. So many of my faves! *sniffle*

A lot of regular citizens will enlist right out of high school or after college, and then rejoin civilian life. Entertainers operate a little differently, since their career is dependent on building up a fanbase – they use time first to use their youth to gain a fanbase and gain experience in different projects. Once their popularity has solidified, they enlist, so hopefully they’ll have a career to come back to.

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I FINALLY sold my extra NCT127 tickets! For much less than face value…but at least I’m only losing out on like $200 and not $400. *phew*

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I’ve been thinking about getting into copyediting, even just as a side-hustle. I love words, I love nitpicking details, I love reading – sounds like a match made in heaven. But I want to study up first – there’s a lot of grammar rules I don’t know, because i don’t know what today’s accepted usages are in publishing.

I know what I’d like them to be but that’s a different story. I’ve read enough I think I could do it well, but I need to be able to see where I’m wrong, where an author might be wrong, and be able to properly tell the difference between an error and stylistic differences.

But it’s a thought. So say a prayer for me as I look into it more!

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I’m trying to do less k-pop – honest I am! But I have got to get these concert memoirs out of my system first and so that’s why –

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*looks at phone to think of what to say next for #6 but gets distracted* What the frack? BTS x Ed Sheeran collab??? Who’ll be next?

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안녕!: Nami’s Long Overdue Return to WordPress

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Hello, fellow bloggers! Did you miss me?

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Did you think I’d fallen off the face of the earth?

I am alive and kicking, and have actually been reading blogs on WordPress too. I’ve just been more active myself reblogging (and occasionally blogging) on my Tumblr. Mostly kdrama and kpop and Catholic stuff, y’know.

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I should say I’ve particularly been reblogging kpop due to one specific reason. A now-good-friend on Tumblr got me into BTS which stands for 방탄소년단 (Bangtan Sonyeondan, or Bangtan Boys or Bulletproof Boyscouts. Lots of translations, the first being a strict romanization.) They’re a hip-hop (! how the heck did I get myself into kpop hip-hop?) group and, while not perfect, have some really fun, good songs. Some of which are especially good to exercise to.

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Plus they’re all a bunch of precious cinnamon rolls.

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I actually debated about which Suga gift to put here (^Suga, real name Min Yoongi). He’s one of my biases.

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Jin, the visual. Looks like a cinnamon roll and is actually a cinnamon roll.

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Jimin, also a cinnamon roll. Looks like a dancing machine and a cinnamon roll, and is actually both.

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Choosing a J-Hope gif is hard, just like choosing a Suga gif. Probably because he’s my other bias and just…well…you can see he’s J-Hope. Aka J-Horse. Aka (more often) Hobi. Real name Jung Hosoek.

All my 동생들. *sigh*

It especially kills me because they were just in the U.S. last month, and I didn’t know about that part of their tour until the only tickets left were resale tickets. Starting at $300 a pop. I couldn’t justify spending that plus the gas it would take me on the ten-hour round-trip.

But they were on U.S. soil!

As were Super Junior, TeenTop, AOA, Girl’s Generation, SISTAR, Vixx, among others. at KCON 2015 at the end of last month. Oh, and so was Shin-freakin-hwa. Seriously. Shinhwa was in the U.S.

I was sad to miss all the fun, because I think I would’ve enjoyed it a lot! But A) I didn’t have the time or money or place to stay in L.A. and B) the artists going to the New York portion (which would’ve been my cheaper option) were (no offense) not my faves.

So I missed KCON 2015 and BTS. But hey, there’s always next year!

And apparently BTS will be back in the states next month for some minor concert/fan engagement stuff for some kind of clothing line they’re promoting. So I won’t get to see them, but they’ll be on U.S. soil again. Yay!

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I have probably watched several kdramas since I last posted (how long ago was that now? One month? Two months?) and one, surprisingly, has stood out from the rest. It’s called I Remember You (너를기억해), also called Hello, Monster. Each title has it’s own relevance to the plot, though I must say I prefer I Remember You. It seems to have less flippancy about it, too.

Anyway, why does it stand out? That explanation will be in my next post, a review of the series, which just ended on Tuesday. I may even have several posts on it, if I decide to do some character analyses. The post(s) will be somewhat spoilerific, so to whet your appetite and perhaps entice you to watch the show before you read my posts, I’ll leave my little synopsis here. And let me say that even if kdramas aren’t your cup of tea, you might enjoy this:

Lee Hyeon is a criminologist and professor from Korea who teaches in the States. A series of anonymous emails containing photos from a Korean crime scene lead him back home, in hopes that he might find his father’s killer and his brother, who disappeared twenty years before.

His search entangles him with the Korean police department, including an officer by the name of Cha Ji An; who, for reasons unknown, has been stalking him since they were little. Though his jerk-ish, cocky personality and her stubbornness occasionally clash, the two manage to work together to solve some murders and delve into Hyeon’s past.

It’s not your typical American or British prime-time crime drama – like most kdramas it focuses more on relationships. However, there’s none of the unecessary angst and very little of the noble idiocy we usually see in dramas, and the relationships are essential to the plot. Further, the show’s plot remains intriguing, and the general message it sends is a good one as well. But I’ll get into that later. Go, watch it! All sixteen episodes are available for free and subbed in English.

By the way, a big shout-out and thank you to all the subbers for all the shows on Viki! You guys do all this hard work gratis just so we can watch these shows, and you do it so quickly!

Seriously, these guys are fast. The episode goes up, twelve hours later, it’s between 90%-100% subbed. They’re awesome.

Oh! Another reason the show is really good: the acting. EXO’s D.O. (real name Do Kyungsoo) and up-and-coming actor Park Bo Gum both do a phenomenal job. But I won’t tell you doing what.

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Just a snippet of D.O. from the show.

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I want to get back into some anime again, to give myself some variety, but I’m having a hard time. Any suggestions? I’m going to try starting Hunter x Hunter, and maybe finish a few other series I’d started, but otherwise I’m lost as to where to start.

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I haven’t been reading as much lately

*mourns the loss of her reading appetite to her kdrama appetite*

BUT – I did buy a book and am in the middle of reading it in spurts. It’s called I Capture the Castle. It takes place in the 1940s, I believe, and concerns the life and times of a once-well-to-do British family living in poverty in an old large castle in the country. Should be interesting. And looks like it just came back into print.

I’ll try to post some about that once I get further through it.

And, surprisingly, I’ve been listening to some music in my native tongue lately. Yes, I do not only listen to kpop. I bought Owl City’s new album Mobile Orchestra, and although I wasn’t impressed with it at first, it slowly grew on me. It doesn’t have the same artistry and whimsy as his other albums – there’s something missing that makes the songs seem not as gripping at first – but there is a weightiness, a thoughtfulness and maturity to the album that also makes it resonate with me very much. Give it a listen, especially track six, “Bird with a Broken Wing.”

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And – back to Korean again just for a moment – I’m taking some classes again.

Including a level 2 Korean class, which they’re newly offering this year. I guess that letter my class signed did the trick! Either way, it’s actually spurred me to try and memorize some vocab so I’m not completely at a loss when I get back to class. I’ve only been doing the vocab from my textbook, which isn’t exactly extensive. But it’s a start. And watching kdramas/listening to kpop has definitely given me a jump-start as well.

Never fear! Korean is not my only class. After my disaster of a drawing class last semester (I don’t have enough interest or energy in it anymore, sadly) I decided to avoid that. Instead, I signed up for a couple of other artsy courses: a one-day paper-marbling class, and a 4-week book-binding class.

The paper marbling is a Japanese technique called suminagashi. From what I’ve googled, it seems pretty awesome. You should look it up! And apparently, we even get a marbling kit to take home from the class. That and three hours of marbling, all for $55! Not bad at all.

The book-binding class is a teensy bit more expensive, but worth it – all the materials are included in the class, and you spend three hours a week for four weeks to bind four different kinds of books. Then I’ll have plenty more notebooks to practice 한극어 in.

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Ohhhh, and I almost forgot! Besides the Japanese festival we have at our botanical gardens in September, they once again have their Chinese Lantern Festival July through August. I managed to go (for free, due to an electronic fluke!) and it was wonderful. They had some acrobats do a half-hour show before the lights were turned on, and boy were they AMAZING. I could try to describe the things they did but I would never be able to do them justice. Suffice to say, it was a sight to see.

And so were the lanterns themselves, which are not merely just little (or big) round things hanging from strings. These were statues, things made of porcelain plates and cups, or frames covered in silk. Some of them even played music, shot fire, sprayed water, or moved, or blinked lights. And they were beautiful. Ahhhhh….

And of course the were some vendors there – directly from China as far as I can tell, since some of them spoke minimal English (and then there was the cute probably-in-high-school-and-too-young-for-me-volunteer who was helping to translate for them a bit). I bought a lovely ring for $15. It’s probably just glass but it’s so beautiful and catches the light just so! I was going to get one in a jade color, but my sister convinced me to get an orangey-brown, that would go with the clothes I wear regularly, and boy was that a good idea. And I can wear it on a number of fingers, since my hands are so small. Mwhahahahahahaha!

But you don’t need me to go on about that! Basically, the lantern festival was great, I’m still alive and kickin’ and active, and sorry not sorry for my kpop/kdrama gifs.

Ta ta for now!

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